Story of My Life

Do you still want me like that???

2009-05-09T11:32:00.001-07:00

There is nth left to say
A song for you at least that could be heard
DO YOU STILL WANT ME LIKE THAT??

Do you remember when we fell in love
three times a day we couldn't get enough
we spent the weekends with nobody else
I just had to have you for myself
I used to love the way you called my name
thought that it would always be this way
you held me like you'd never let me go
I wanna know
I wanna know

do you still want me like that?
do you still want me like that?

its like

if you can cast your mind to way back when
I'd count the days till id see you again
when we spent every second of our time
lost in the moment where the stars align
so crazy bout each other we were blind
so into you that I could read your mind
you swore to me you'd never let it die

I wanna know
I wanna know

do you still want me like that?
do you still want me like that?
cos its like you had a change of heart
at times like these I wonder
do you still want me like that

the simple things
the secret thing
between me and you
in our own little world
and what we had
where we were
it was all so unbreakable

do you still want me like that ?

Missing You

2009-01-29T03:28:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY to everybody GOng Xi Fa CAi ^^
This CNy get lesser money than last year :(

I still miss you I still LOve you
HEHE

ned do HW again haizzzzzz

RugBY!!!!

2009-01-22T00:58:00.000-08:00

Today I was very emo starting of school
Sumore they make me not group wif my tai kor, ah so and sweet zun zen
I miss you zun zen!! hehe :P
:( I wan to change ah!!!!!!!!!
Haiz
8 sumtin I keep emo emo emo emo only
haih bcuz of something about love *_*
Lucky my bro's and ah so cheer me up SAY dun GIVE UP
I just dunwan be like last time the girl hu broke my heart and I emo for 1 months +
haiz I really hope this thing wun happen again

Actually I got no mood to PJ dy
Since for my friends so I go ba
Then they say Rugby!!!1
Fuyoh first time I play and i got tackle by hamzah like hell
NIck kena paling teruk
HAMzah kena Fumble all was like on him when he fall tai lei sei hamzah :P

Then they got the anugerah thingy
Ali giving out $$$ walao
KW gonna get RM 150 so he gonna belanja me go The Ship makan 50% steak
wahahaha chan dao

Then came home tired like hell
As usual de la me
Lazy person hu doesnt do his HW
CIao sin sleep time GOODBYE!!!!
Wo Ai NI ^^

Loner In Love

2009-01-21T01:38:00.000-08:00

As u all know when I'm sad I will put song de Haiz

It was an amazing end to the perfect day
Sun sinking low in the sky
We sat and watched all the dolphins swimming the bay
That crazy look in your eye

We ran in slow motion over the sand
Into the ocean holding your hand
But then it gets hazy
And I lose you and then that's when

[Chorus:]

I wake up scared to phone her
Realise I'm a loner in love (yeah yeah)
It's still the same old story
Tears of morning glory no luck
That's the reason why my life sucks, very much
Being a loner in love

The next day I ran into your current boyfriend
Told him what we did last night
Before my story had even got to the end
He challenged me to a fight

I ran in slow motion away from him
But he caught up with me, kicked my teeth in
Now I've got no chance cos'
I can't even grin
No nothing's changed and

[Chorus:]

I'm way too scared to phone her
Realise I'm a loner in love (yeah yeah)
It's still the same old story
Tears of morning glory no luck
That's the reason why my life sucks, very much
Being a loner in love

We ran in slow motion over the sand
Into the ocean holding your hand
But then it gets hazy
And I lose you and then that's when

[Chorus:]

I wake up scared to phone her
Realise I'm a loner in love (yeah yeah)
It's still the same old story
Tears of morning glory no luck
That's the reason why my life sucks, very much
Being a loner in love

I wake up scared to phone her
Realise I'm a loner in love (yeah yeah)
It's still the same old story
Tears of morning glory no luck
That's the reason why my life sucks, very much
Being a loner in love

Being a loner in love, you know that it sucks

Truth or Dare

2009-01-18T02:49:00.000-08:00

Erm friday was the most hilarrious day for me at skewl. In fact it is super stupid but fun ^^
Hamzah gang was playing truth or dare bcuz the class was too bored so they make a game called truth or dare

First darren was dare to touch ming yin arm *_* no comment wahahaha LMAO
then nasriq was suppose to massage on syaza back but syaza didnt alowed it :(

Chemistry class another 1
We all was doin a experiment
We are supposed to boil the water and put sugar and stir and bla bla
Then when doin the experiment Suzanne was so hurry till everytin bcum so huru-hara
Then Nick say this is competition meh??
Wahhaha everybody laugh but the most hyper was Zun Zen she cenot stop laughin wahahah

THen gone tuition MY leg still pain ah dat time and it still does T_T
Tuition was like OK OK
THen when back home sleep till cenot wake up

Next day gone tuition again KW came to my hse early and I was still sleeping like a pig OINK OINK!!!
The duration for the tuition was 9-5.30 gila moh???
Terpaksa la ONLY me I study so long gila 1 me
I was ditch by my fren they gone back early haizzzzzz
ALone again so cham somebody plz teman me !!!!!
Then went back home Alone by LRT
haiz so Lonely

TOday same thing Life full off tuition aiyoyo
this time more short la
9-11.30
then gone eat wif KW at MARRYBROWN
afta tat ask about phones and gone to see the pet shop
WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! the smell was horrible then I saw 1 dog sibeh cute
I WAnt it !!!! but i dun like dogs tat much but it was like so darn cute and innocent

Afta tat went TS wif nick, vince KW
CC for 2 hours i think DEVIL MAY CRY 4 I'm addicted to it already
went back home
MY LEG IS SO PAIN from Thursday till today pain no stop
so cham

MY homework is stacking OMG!!!
HELP!! kao meng ah!!!!!!!
Thats all i gotta say
ned finish my Homework
HAiz

My Outdated blog

2009-01-14T01:27:00.000-08:00

Sry for not updating ah becuz very malas to type haha
I will blog when i free ^^ Zun Zen baru remind me of my blog wahahaa
Reli my long lost blog
Erm well now I'm in Form 4 which is so darn suffering
aiyoyoyo
See add maths oso pening others lagi no nid say
SEJARAH lagi i no interest
What to do??? Must study also

A new game for me is born Left 4 Dead
SHIOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLay till gonna sot

Just kiddin la wun sot wan hehe

Erm before i end my post I would like to wish HAPPY BDAY to CHIA HUI!!!!!!!!!!

That's all for today BYE BYE! xai xian ( i oso duno im sayin it correct anot )

I wish I was this couple

2008-11-20T10:11:00.000-08:00

hmmm....

The best couple I've seen

I wish I was this couple but unfornutely I was rejected haih
THis question keep running in my head
Everybody deserve to have a true love except U???
Lol i dun tink so.....
I think im the one not U
I loved u with my all my heart n tat is true love
But u dun love me
Tat why is me :(

THis song is for U
It is the same song as the video ^^

我還在尋找一個依靠和一個擁抱
Wo hai zai xun zhao Yi ge yi kao He yi ge yong bao
I am still searching for someone I can rely on, for an embrace
誰替我祈禱替我煩惱為我生氣為我鬧
Shei ti wo qi dao Ti wo fan nao Wei wo sheng qi wei wo nao
Who will pray for me? Worry for me? Get angry on my behalf and fight for me?

蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
幸福開始有預兆緣份讓我們慢慢緊靠
Xing fu kai shi you yu zhao Yuan fen rang wo men man man jin kao
Signs of happiness are beginning to appear Fate is slowly drawing us ever nearer...
然後孤單被吞沒了無聊變得有話聊有變化了
Ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le Wu liao bian de you hua liao You bian hua liao
And loneliness has been erased, engulfed There's been a change From boring to conversational

Chorus:
Together:
小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're your most beautiful, memorable features
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
我每天睡不著想念你的微笑
Wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao
Every night, I can't sleep... I keep thinking of your smile
你不知道你對我多麼重要
Ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao
You don't know how important you are to me
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
(你不知道多麼重要)
(Ni bu zhi dao Duo me zhong yao)
(You don't know How important you are)
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
有了你生命完整的剛好
You le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao
With you, my life is complete

Together:
小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're incurably captivating
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui liao
I've slowed down my tempo, feel as though I'm drunk
Together:
終於找到心有靈犀的美好
Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
I finally know the happiness of being perfectly in tune with someone else...
一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老
Yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao Wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
A lifetime of warmth and happiness; I will love you forever... until (we're both) gray and old

蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
幸福開始有預兆緣份讓我們慢慢緊靠
Xing fu kai shi you yu zhao Yuan fen rang wo men man man jin kao
Signs of happiness are beginning to appear Fate is slowly drawing us ever nearer...
然後孤單被吞沒了無聊變得有話聊有變化了
Ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le Wu liao bian de you hua liao You bian hua liao
And loneliness has been erased, engulfed There's been a change From boring to conversational

Chorus:
Together:
小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're your most beautiful, memorable features
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
我每天睡不著想念你的微笑
Wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao
Every night, I can't sleep... I keep thinking of your smile
你不知道你對我多麼重要
Ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao
You don't know how important you are to me
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
(你不知道多麼重要)
(Ni bu zhi dao Duo me zhong yao)
(You don't know How important you are)
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
有了你生命完整的剛好
You le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao
With you, my life is complete

Together:
小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're incurably captivating
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui liao
I've slowed down my tempo, feel as though I'm drunk
Together:
終於找到心有靈犀的美好
Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
I finally know the happiness of being perfectly in tune with someone else...
一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老
Yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao Wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
A lifetime of warmth and happiness; I will love you forever... until (we're both) gray and old

小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're incurably captivating
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui liao
I've slowed down my tempo, feel as though I'm drunk
Together:
終於找到心有靈犀的美好
Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
I finally know the happiness of being perfectly in tune with someone else...
一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老
Yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao Wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
A lifetime of warmth and happiness; I will love you forever... until (we're both) gray and old

Every word is true from my heart
Sry i have let u down

How Could This Happen To ME???

2008-11-18T10:42:00.000-08:00

UNtitled from Simple PLan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't STAND the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't STAND the pain

*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when
Nothing mattered
And I can't explain
What happened and I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

*CHORUS*
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Really now Im telling myself
How could this happen to me??
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I hope i can get over with it soon
Its so hard to let go off the one I love
I need some time.....
Mostly I will nvr love again
GOODBYE to my love
:(
Singning off

Crush The song about me

2008-11-17T22:38:00.000-08:00

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside..
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't goin away

This is how my love ended up

SuNwaY Lagoon!!!

2008-11-13T02:29:00.000-08:00

Actually i duno even what to say haha

Since I've log in i will write something at least

Wake up at 8am which ah jie sms me n wake me up ^^
Then shower fix my hair n bla bla
Meet up wif the 1st gang at Pandan JAya
It was funny tat 4 of us were wearing RED shirt haha
LOLSSSS

Later met up wif tiara n christine at KL sentral
Findin for 1 bus which make us keep walking back n forth
Then take bus ther dy all say wan go skating aiya ya
All say wanted to eat then we all go at Pizza Hut
I actually ate very little duno why
haha
IN THE BUS SEE THE SIGN

Then they say charlotte,jee yee and hilary ther wor
Duno y charlotte no face to see me like dat
Haih nvm la

Skate afta tat
Afta tat we gone to eat then headed our way back
GOin back i hated the most
1 word WAIT
haih wait n wait n wait
My legs were so pain till skin oso come out
haha

Btw they say wanted to go again
NEx week mayb goin out again wif some of them
^^

I gtg now signing off BYE!!!!

OMG!!! Tommorow is Schooll!!

2008-10-05T08:56:00.000-07:00

Haih tmr is skewl lu...
Hope i wun b bored la ^^
Erm sumore ah....
BlaH..Blah...Blah n Blahhhh
hehe nth much to say today
So Bored !!
Since im bored im heading
to watch anime la
ciaossss

Signing off

ANOTHER BORED DAYYYYYY!!!!!!

2008-09-22T23:05:00.000-07:00

Haih another bored day at skewl
Dun even know wat to do
Izit juz me or the teacher ??
Like same old we gather at assembly
Then seperated in groups for the gerak gempur

At first was KH
We all was doin sum of the paper given by teachers
Make fun of teacher sumore ^^ haha
All day she was holdin the rotan n pointin at students
Lucky me nvr kena :p

Reccess ar... dun even know wat to eat
Bcuz no appetite
So i ask my fren ( Ajit ) to buy nuggets
N fries
SO SALTY
felt like drinkin salt water haha

WEnt in the class
I saw them playin POKER
BETTIN MONEY SUMORE
haih
the price of they bettin was so high
HAMzAH was in it
HE even hutang Amin RM 33
SO many $_$
then he show a A RM 50
wan rob him dy

Afta tat we continue wif our sesion
WHich is Science
Yipee we got JENYANTHI
BEST SCIENCE TEACHER in skewl !!!
She teach about digestion
ALOT OF INFO GAINEDDDD
SHE always pick Hamzah n Nabil
HAHA to answer her question
Guess they were not listenin
HElp them out abit
DO pass year question sumore
done 2 subjective questions
N of cuz la DIGESTION ^^

Then i felt abit tired zzzzz....
It was ENGLISH
although it was my fav subject
but dun felt like learnin
PREMa n 1 teacher entered
which i dun even know HER name
so we do sumore test paper
AS USUAL done my english
N oni got 35/40 so sad =(

THe ring bell then i n my fren gone out
Walkin down i saw charlotte i tink
haha but was not sure
Then saw tanesh
duno y he was like acting so cool

Then i gone back
MUM bought CHICKEN RICE
Eatin the rice now ^^

ERm i dun tink i hav anytin to
SAY SUMORE

SIgnin off ....
GOIn for a shower BYESSS!!

NEw to this

2008-09-22T08:45:00.002-07:00

Erm quite new to this juz to try
Hope can get i know how to USE

NEw to this

2008-09-22T08:45:00.001-07:00